I feel like i’m loosing every single person i’ve ever cared about. Both my best friends have moved away - one to Australia and the other to uni in Brighton. They’ve both got new lives and new friends, and i feel so detached from them. My dad never comes to see me anymore because he’s to busy with work and it’s becoming awkward when he does come over because we have so little to talk about. This makes me beyond upset because he is genuinely my inspiration and I love him to the moon and back. Another close friend never seems to be bothered about seeing me and i always have to organise things.. i’d rather she just told me if she doesn’t care anymore. The only person I have left is my boyfriend but i’m going to university in september and most relationships get fucked up by university.. but we’re both determined to make it work and if i lose him i will never forgive myself.

It’s safe to say, I’m lonely.